Task 1: Porn!

Marie Louise set my first task yesterday and I have to admit it wasn’t at all what I was expecting! I’m not entirely sure what I was expecting to be honest but it wasn’t what I received which is brilliant, I love that it was a surprise and that she played a little trick on me! More on that later.

So I was at uni when the task was published and couldn’t read it for nearly an hour, as soon as my lecture was finished I found a quiet spot and read what she had assigned me. The task was broken down into parts but I could only read each part after I had completed the one before it and part one was to buy some string and some binder clips.

Immediately concerned about where those binder clips would end up I hurried out to acquire these new additions to my currently lack-lustre selection of sex toys. I managed to get back from the stationary store with a little time before my next lecture so I eagerly logged back onto her blog to read part two. I have to admit I was slightly nervous because I was expecting the new “toys” to play a major part in the next part, I was very wrong!

Basically the premise is that there was a list of eight porn videos which I had to watch in turn but I could only watch the next one if I was turned on by the last one. I could opt-out at any time but I would never know what the later videos were. ML also reminded me that several people had clicked the links so they will know what I’ll be masturbating too that night which was a weird feeling. Also, whilst watching I can pleasure myself in any way I wish but I wasn’t allowed to cum and at the end I am to ruin my orgasm, erm MEAN!

Possibly the hardest part of this task was getting some time to myself to do it! I’ve just got back to uni this week and my uni friends were keen to see me so it was really difficult to make an excuse to just go and sit in my room on my own! Eventually I said I needed to phone home (thanks for the suggestion ML!) and went up to get started. Door locked, headphones in and naked I laid on my bed and tapped on the first link…

Video 1

The first video was only a minute long and is of a girl with clothes pegs on her nipples attached with string that she is pulling and twisting so that the pegs pull and twist her nipples.

As per my instructions I imagined I was her, how it would feel to have the pegs pulling and twisting my clamped nipples. Honestly I wasn’t that turned on just watching but as soon as I put myself in her position I was instantly aroused and then my mind drifted to fantasising about someone else twisting and pulling the string and then I realised the video had ended!

Arousal Level: 5 / 10

Video 2

This one was a girl in thin leggings (initially) being bent over a guys knee and spanked pretty thoroughly for five minutes. I really liked the noises she makes, you can tell when it hurts more from her reaction and I loved that you can see her bum slowly going redder.

Part way though (after pulling her leggings and then her tiny thong down) he starts to spread her ass and her pussy completely exposing her to the camera, I really liked thinking of myself in that position willingly bent over someones knee while they humiliate me and expose my most private parts to whoever is watching. He also licks her ass hole which I always thought would be humiliating to have to do but when I put myself in her position, exposed like that, I imagined it feeling deeply degrading for someone to just lick arguably the most private part of your body so blatantly.

Arousal Level: 7 / 10

Video 3

I’m in two minds about this one but ultimately I was turned on by it. It depicts a girl naked in front of a window who then has to use a vibrator on herself before getting fucked by a guy all in front of an open window in broad daylight.

My issue with it is the lack of consent by the people who might see her from outside, especially young people.

Despite that though putting myself in her position definitely felt like something I would like, I wanted him to grab her hair and pull her head up forcing her to look outside and expose her face. I think maybe again this aspect, that came from my mind rather than the video, was the biggest turn on.

Arousal Level: 4 / 10

Video 4

I really liked this! The video is a girl sitting on the floor with her arms tied behind her around a pole, her ankles attached to a spreader bar, nipples clamped, gagged and with a hitachi wand fixed on her pussy. The video is nearly sixteen minutes long and I watched it all and loved it all.

It looks like the wands is causing her to edge most of the time but isn’t quite getting her there, she tries desperately to move into a position where the wand pushes more on her clit but it looks like someone off camera tells her to stop it.

Then, about a third of the way in she cums, it looks like a really good one and then after that she can’t stop cumming! They seem to get closer and closer together until they are coming back to back with very little time in between during which it sounds like she is sobbing. Eventually she starts making the sobbing noise as she cums, it’s as if the orgasms have become painful?

I was soaking most of the way through watching this, I absolutely want to be her! I imagined that this is the only way she gets to cum is like this, where her pleasure is turned into torture! What would be so hot!

Arousal Level: 9 / 10

Video 5

Another amazing if short video, I think its a promo and I’d love to see the whole thing. A girl is wearing tights over her head, she is bound and blindfolded in a room full of people who sit in a ring around her. Then they play with her, touch her, put their fingers inside her, fuck her, use her. It’s pretty brutal but it is massively hot!

Arousal Level: 9 / 10

Video 6

It starts with a naked girl kneel and a clothed guys standing with his cock out. I love that dynamic, where I am naked, exposed, humiliated while they are just normally clothed.

Anyway, she begins to suck his cock and then with his cock in her mouth he starts to pee, she pulls away and then begins to swallow mouthfuls of his piss until he is done and then she goes back to sucking him before it ends.

I liked this, I’d like to be in that situation but in my head he should have grabbed her head and forced his cock into her throat so he was pissing directly down her throat. I’ve seen videos of Pixie Pervy do this and I love it even though its completely disgusting to drink piss.

Arousal Level: 5 /10

Video 7

This one starts with a nearly naked girl (might as well be naked) having leather straps put around her wrists and attached to a bar above her. I love the position she gets put in, it is so simple yet she is completely helpless, he can do whatever he wants with her and she can’t do a thing to stop him.

He then puts clamps on her pussy lips and ties them round her bum so that her lips are pulled apart, from her whimpers it looks like it is quite painful and then for good measure he flicks her exposed clit a few times which really looks to hurt in a delicious way.

Next he puts mousetraps on her nipples which I expected more reaction from but she barely makes a sound when they go on. Lastly he whips her on her spread pussy, tits and ass with some floggers.

I love how well she takes it al, it clearly hurts but she never makes more than a whimper and you can see in her face that she is determined to take whatever he wants to give her which is exactly how I would (want to be) in that situation.

Arousal Level: 8 / 10

Video 8

Wow! The video starts with a girl already having three LARGE nails in one nipple and one in the other and then you see two more added to that which clearly really hurts! Oh, and there are huge weights already hanging from her nipples rings!

He them proceeds to use some kind of electro torture device to electrocute her boobs and then the nails in her nipples which sounds extremely painful!

Putting myself in her position, that would be terrifying frankly but OMG I was really turned on by it, wtf right?!

Arousal Level: 8 / 10

I’d been rubbing myself the whole time of watching these videos, only stopping for a few seconds at a time when I thought I might be too close and now I desperately wanted that relief, every part of my body cried out to cum and it would be so easy to attain.

I rubbed a little harder, thought about that last video and then as I felt that feeling start to arrive I “ceased all stimulation” (except for tightly closing my legs!) and let the orgasm happen, or not happen, I’m not exactly sure what happens in a ruined orgasm! It’s like all of the physical stuff happens but you get none of the relief or release or whatever you want to call it. It is massively frustrating and unsatisfying. I kind of love it, but don’t tell anyone!

It’s a really strange feeling, you’re expecting to feel all relieved and satiated but you just….don’t. In fact, for me personally, I feel even hornier than I did before because the ruining of the orgasm is a turn on in itself! That’s kind of messed up isn’t it?

Finally the third art of Marie Louise’s task did involve the binder clips but still not in any way I was expecting. Should could have made me put them on my inner thighs, my boobs, my nipples or even my pussy but she was kind, she told me to put them on a finger and/or my tongue to give me an idea of how they felt when pinching my body.

It wasn’t so bad on my finger, it hurt but well within my threshold but it did give me an idea of how much pressure they put on and it did start to occur to me how much these bad boys are going to hurt on a more sensitive area. Like a tongue for instance!

Oh my god they hurt on your tongue, I was immediately drooling all over myself as well! I had decided to put it on for a full minute but wanted to back out of that as soon as it clamped down on my tongue and I thought it was going to slice the end of it off. I managed to control myself a little though and just sat there, drooling onto my breasts until I saw my clock tick around and then I took the clamp off, WHICH WAS AGONY TOO!

My consensus was that absolutely do not want those things near my tongue, my boobs, my nipples or even close to my pussy ever again. But also, that I want all those things!

ML offered for me to orgasm after I have completely all her instructions but I decided not too, I loved going to sleep all horny and frustrated from following her orders and woke up soaking wet which is always a sign of a good sleep!


Thank for the task ML, it was pretty unexpected but really good, I can’t wait for your next one but in the meantime, it’s my turn! 😈 I had this idea before I even saw your task but decided to flesh it out and make it your first one after doing yours, I hope you like it, but not too much!

Day 1

I want you to make your own little solo porn movie! You’ll follow the direction below to make your movie which will show your unhooded face but don’t worry, no one will see you!

  1. Make the video in an evening wearing underwear you’d had on all day
  2. Start wearing only your bra and knickers;
    • remove the bra and discard it
    • remove the knickers and hang them from your mouth by the crotch
  3. Attach your clover clamps to your nipples and then put the chain in your mouth so it is pulling slightly on your nips
  4. Ball your knickers and push them into your mouth after the chain, if you have tape use it to seal your mouth otherwise you’ll just have to keep it tightly closed
  5. Get on all fours, ass to the camera, and insert your inflatable plug
  6. Face the camera again and pump the plug until it hurts enough that you can’t ignore it but that it is still bearable
  7. Take a marker pen and write “Thank you Laura” on your body somewhere visible
  8. Kneel in front of the camera with your knees apart and spank your pussy ten times, hard
  9. Tilt your head back so your nipples are pulled
  10. Use your fingers, a vibe or both until you orgasm

I am the director of this little porno but you are the actor, so you can decide how you act out the above instructions but you should make it as sexy and erotic as you can, get ready as if you were going on a date with the perfect Mistress etc.

This is now your own personal porn movie, it is just for you and it is the ONLY porn you are allowed to watch until you have completed this task.

Days 2 – 4

On these three days you must masturbate to orgasm at least twice a day whilst watching your new porn film but you are only aloud to cum if you do it when you cum in the movie, if you miss it then you have to watch the movie again and hold back your orgasm until the right moment. Once you start you must watch the movie on repeat until you cum.

As you watch I want you to look at yourself closely, see how sexy you are and how gorgeous you look, especially when you are in pain and cumming like a good subby masochist.

Conclusion

After you have completed the three days or cumming watching yourself you must write about the task explaining how it felt to make the movie and then how it felt to watch it and masturbate to it for the new three days.

I hope you enjoy this task and I am looking forward to reading all about it.

Published by Laura

I have been "into" BDSM for a long time, ever since I became interested in sex of any kind in fact, but have very little actual experience. My only real experiences have been with light bondage and spanking, nothing like the things I fantasise about. To that end I have made an arrangement with a Dom who lives near the uni I am going to. I will visit him once of twice a month so that he can train me in various aspects of BDSM and being a submissive which I then intend to write about on my blog.

15 thoughts on “Task 1: Porn!

  1. Such a descriptive account of what you went through physically and emotionally. Your writing is so compelling. I’m looking forward to seeing how the tasks you assigned get done. Was it more fun to do the tasks assigned to you or assigning the tasks yourself. Do you want ML to task you to do new things that Push your boundaries and to try things you wouldn’t normally try?

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    1. Thank you I’m glad you enjoyed it, I went somewhat more indepth than I intended with it!

      I enjoyed both doing the task and setting my own, I’ve come to know ML a bit recently and think I set her something that will be challenging for her personally.

      And yes I want her to push my boundaries definitely.

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  2. I’m really happy with how you fulfilled the task and I really enjoyed reading your account (a few times now) of how it went and certainly had to chuckle reading certain bits, especially how you say you don’t want the clamps near you ever again but also want it. The detailed account you gave is great. I should almost reward you for it, but maybe pain next time would be a nice reward ;p

    I didn’t let you know but I was quite nervous reading the task you set me and my first response was… oh god… And then I turned on my good slave self to execute it, feeling quite embarrassed still!

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  3. I still have not finished reading the whole post. So far, very nice (I’ve seen up to the beginning of the fourth video, and read up to the description of the third). As an initial suggestion, I believe you should add the link to each video right before you describe your reaction to it, at the beginning of the corresponding section. I see both on FetLife and here this was pointed out by many of your followers, and I think they are right. Of course it is easy to find all the links following your friend’s blog, but having those links in your blog too would improve user-friendliness.
    I will read the remaining part later, but meanwhile I have a little question for you. Were you used to regularly watch porn, before performing this task? Were those videos similar to what you had watched in the past, or was there any novel element that you would not have looked for on your own, but that perhaps triggered new fantasies of yours? Do you think you are going to watch more porn afterwards, considering how you responded to these videos?

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  4. I was planning to read the remaining part of your post later, but it was so intriguing I had to keep reading till the end, so I did it. The whole thing was delicious, and I think both you and your friend did a great job… she assigned you a lovely task, and you accomplished it very thoroughly.
    I was surprised as you, initially, when I read about how you were supposed to use those binder clips. Right afterwards, I realized how smart and evil your friend had been by assigning you that task, designed that way. The whole thing was designed to let you die of anticipation of some excruciating torture you would have to endure via those clips. The first video was about clothespins, but it put you into a mindset in which you would expect a similar thing done to you with those clips. Then, you were brought to a series of different videos, putting this in the background of your mind, keeping it alive in your subconscious, but a little hidden. Then those clips reappeared in the video in which they were used on that girl’s pussy lips, bringing it again to the surface of your conscious mind, and amplifying the sensation of evil anticipation. And after you completed the series of videos, and you were somehow expecting to receive a similar treatment, it was somehow denied to you. You were just given the opportunity to feel those clips on some not-so-sensitive spots, just to further anticipate how powerful they would be when applied to your nipples or pussy. And then your mind did the rest, traveling with fantasy and letting you experience that pain not physically but deeply inside you. And that was delicious.

    I like very much also the task you assigned to your friend. I believe she is going to enjoy it, and I look forward to reading her report about it.

    I was wandering if you still have not decided what would be the punishment if either of you does not complete a task. I thought it would have to be decided in advance, so probably you have already it set up, but I did not find it while reading the posts. If you want any creative ideas for those punishments, please feel free to contact me on FetLife.

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